WHOREable screamo band....

Jill-"I want to learn to scream like that....(RAWR)"
*We both busted out laughing*
Jill-"wow I just embarresed myself"
Me-"what would we name our band"
Jill-"Horible screamo band"
Me- "No WHOREable screamo band, because ya know I'm apperantly a whore"

*Wonder twin powers activate*

There's a reason I love Fridays so much and there names are Jillian and Iris... there's way to many memories and stupid lame quotes we say! I enjoy "Our days" they make the world go round... even if I spend most of them being an emotions girl who obviously doesn't know how to drive... but I must say THANK YOU to my BFF for always being there and listening to me when I have my nervous breakdowns in the car on a daily basis! lol!! and I do love how our 1 day a week has turned into 2 days a week who know's pretty soon it could be 3 days... =) and I must not forget our dance parties with the little rugrat... I love that lil bit she makes me realize life isn't that bad, being all joyful and careless.. takes me back to the good old days when we didn't have anything to worry about or do!

*So you should keep an eye out for our CD =)

Happiness only lasts so long....

It was fun while it lasted but not everything lasts forever! I guess mistakes we've made in the past might get brought  up now a days and everything changes! Oh well all I can say is the past is a past and we all make mistakes it's the people that stick around in the "now" you want in the future! So I guess I'm back on the wild goose chase of finding a better half, it's ok because I expect the worst from every guy! I am me, this is who I am, you can either like me or hate me I really don't care anymore! I'm going to live my life just the way I want to and hopefully I can find someone who wouldn't mind spending it with me exactly how I am! But until then I guess I'm going to fake the happieness I wish I had with the makeup I have and the fake smiles I manage to do everyday!

Complicated...

So, when life throws you lemons do you make lemonade? It seems like the eaisest thing to do righ!? Well when your like me you just go get  a piece of paper make tons of papercuts and squeeze the lemon on them! I've figured out there is a part of me that is a Masochist, I tend to run to the "bad guys" and when I finally get a good one what do I want to do? Go back to the bad ones. It makes no sense but my Heart tells me on thing and my brain says another so which one do I listen to? This time I think I'm going to listen to my brain and not my heart because it does make more sense! I don't need the baggage in my life that my heart wants me to have! It doesn't make sense! I wish I could explain why my heart wants this so bad but I can't, It'll just end up broken over and over again, and I'm honestly tired of it! So I'm done with this running in circles! I'm going to take control of my life and break the mold! One last kiss (one last kiss)Before I go Dry your tears  It is Time to let you go
Because days come and go, but my feelings for you are forever
One last kiss Before I go Dry your tears It is time to let you go
One last kiss, Before I go, Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss

This is why Your not driving....

So Everyone has a best friend. Some people have more than one.. But it's very rare you find one that you've know pretty much all your life who will stick with you through thick and thin(no pun intended) I love my bff she's more like a sister than anything! I wouldn't trade her for the world! I'll be the first to admit we've had our seperation issues where other things came before our friendship but I'm soooooo glad I have her back! We go way back to the diaper days and it kinda saddens me that our kids won't be as close in age as we are(cause I don't have any yet) lol! From 2 headed cows to our wonderful shopping adventures I must say I look forward to many, many more years of this! However I think we've established the fact that I can't drive from freaking out at stop signs and having flat tires on the interstate oh and the random dancing in the cars I love this chick! She's the bestest friend anyone could EVER ask for and I'm glad she's mine! ... Oh yea... Oh na na what's my name?! hmm who Knows with all of the personalities we have between us! :)

Hummingbird Heartbeat

I've been singing this song over and over in my head today!! I must say the past week has been an interesting one! getting back into the whole dating scene is very interesting! I've went out with A LOT of losers, but I think I might have found a pretty decent guy! It's too soon to say anything but things are going really good! I feel like I'm in elementary school again crushing on the little boys lol! However I must say it feels amazing to be called insanely hot, witty, smart, beautiful and the list went on and on! He is a keeper... I'm getting really tired of "test driving" cars I would really like to find one and start making payments! I know that's a lot for someone my age to wish for but I feel like I'm ready! I'm not going to be young forever and it starts to bug me... I know I should be living my life being young and irresponsible but I want to be young and irresponsible with someone, I'm tired of doing it alone. I also things make us stronger so everything that I've been through the past few years has made me the person I am today! I'm a strong willed woman who know's what she wants in life and I will get it no matter what anyone says! So *fingers crossed* it'll end up the way I want it, if not then it's just another lesson I've learned but the feeling of being liked is pretty good if I must say so myself! For someone to give me butterflies everytime I see them and for me to smile everytime I hear his ringer on my phone is a good thing considering everything I went through! I must say I'm finally getting my happiness back and I wish everyone would be happy for me!

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My Silly Life

Do you believe in fairytales?! Ever since I was a little girl I've always wanted mine! I've been told that your going to have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince! To be honest I'm tired of kissing frogs, you get the good ones, the bad ones and the terrible ones! I realize I'm young but is it a bad thing to be so young and know exactly what you want out of life! But, My life is changing a little bit at a time... I hope it's in the good way!